Man.. Its my first free hour all day and its like 10. I'm exhausted. Crammed through the whole school day, then last period went around school with Mel and Vio, making complete FOOLS of ourselves by going "S'cuse me T'cher, can we post something on your notice board?" BLEHH. And the class I was dreading to go to most of all, LAUGHED at us. I've never been so mad at Nasira in my life.
After school, Mel and I went to Subang Parade to go look for some green tops Mrs K requested, or rather, ordered, for Kiwanis Club for Charity Fiesta. Didn't manage to find anything suitable. Two possible choices, but they're not the type that will fit EVERYONE. One is kinda tight, one is..kinda baggy. == I'm actually really pissed at the Kiwanis Seniors coz .. yeah. Not tellin.
Then when I got home, I took out my tuition homework, but before I could start, Mom called me out to talk about the redecoration plans. Took like... dunno how long. When I finally managed to sit down to do homework I had like, one hour left. I had a composition to write (which was pretty easy) and GEO. Eff Geo. I left like half the thing blank, and it turned out, we weren't supposed to do that page of geo. I was like, WHAT THE EFF. But it saved me some work in class... so yeah. And I got praised for some letter we had to write. Another compo. LOL.
Two and a half hours of tuition. I am pretty sure I saw someone else there. I was like *toooooooooooooooooooooooooooottttttt.........* I am not mentioning who but I am SO gonna poke him next time I see him there. *muahahhahahaha.....* Can't wait to see his face when I do. HAHAHAHA. You. Are. So. Gonna. Get. It. Now.
Almost pity the dude. ALMOST. But not quite.
Then yeah, here I am.
Oh yeah, I got tagged by Vio. She tagged me in SCHOOL. ==
1. Do you smoke?
~No. I don't intend to do anything of the sort in the future.
2. Single or taken?
~Taken. And lovin it.
3. Whats your full name?
~I'd rather not say.
4. What did you recently buy with your own money?
~Teh Ais Less Ais.
5. Do you do your own laundry?
~I'd like to, but I've never even set eyes on my washing machine. =D
6. Boxers or briefs?
~Weird question. NEXT!
7. How long is it until your birthday?
~Exactly 131 days and 54 minutes. As of now.
8. Do you have a handphone?
~Who deosn't?
9. Would you give out your handphone number for no reason?
~NO way in hell.
10. What did you recently eat?
~Chunky peanut butter. =P
11. Are you a nerd at school?
~Far from it, pal.
12. Which school do you go to?
~S.M.S.K.L
14. Do you believe in GOD?
~Wholly. Completely. Down right down to my toenails.
15. What are you doing after this?
~Sing summore. =)
16. Any siblings?
~Two brothers and erm... one, two, three, four, five, six... five sisters. I lost one. =( None of them biological. xD
17. Who is your idol?
~I idolize no one. 'Cept God. =)
18. Who are you meeting tomorrow?
~I dunno... @.@ What kind of question is that?
19. What are you planning on doing tomorrow?
~Go to school. LOL
20. Name 5 good points about the person who tagged you?
JoeYee(Violet)
~Outgoing
~Friendly
~Hyper(but not as hyper as me)
~Almost always picks up her phone
~She's there to listen when you're in a mess. =)
And now its my turn.
I've just tagged;
EVERYONE. :)
Signing off.
~Angel~
okayy... what the crap... I just wrote everything and then the screen went blank again. Eff it la... hafta type again summore...=.=
"In the darkness they whispered their stories to each other, unsure of whether they were awake or slumbering or somewhere in between. Nix told her about Sitka and fishing with his grandfather. Ondine told him about the first timeher mother took her to Italy, to Venice. They slept side by side; sometimes facing each other, sometimes apart. Ondine might rest a hand on his back; he might cuddle close enough to smell her hair. There were times when Ondine would look at Nix's lithe body stretched out beside hers, covered only by his boxers, and she would want to reach out and pull him onto her, but something always held her back. She could sense that Nix felt the same way but he never made a move. They were chaste but loving. Neither brother and sister nor Romeo and Juliet, but lovers all the same. It was as if they had found their other half, the wing that allowed each to fly."
-from the book "Betwixt" by Tara Bray Smith.
Really like that part. =) Anyways, its been a while since I wrote anything so I thought I'd post up something.
So here are some pics from the week.
EDMUND PLAYS GUITAR!! XD
Book Khay goffin off. xD
S.M.K.D.U's I.U ticket. Its so pweety...=3
signing off,
~Angel~
This is like, the sweetest song. Seriously. Its called Mary's Song, by Taylor Swift.
She said, I was seven and you were nine
I looked at you like the stars that shined
In the sky, the pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
Growing up and falling in love and our mamas smiled
And rolled their eyes and said oh my my my
Took me back to the house in the backyard tree
Said you'd beat me up, you were bigger than me
You never did, you never did
Took me back when our world was one block wide
I dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried
Just two kids, you and I...
Oh my my my my
I was sixteen when suddenly
I wasn't that little girl you used to see
But your eyes still shined like pretty lights
And our daddies used to joke about the two of us
They never believed we'd really fall in love
And our mamas smiled and rolled their eyes
And said oh my my my...
Took me back to the creek beds we turned up
Two A.M. riding in your truck and all I need is you next to me
Took me back to the time we had our very first fight
The slamming of doors instead of kissing goodnight
You stayed outside til the morning light
Oh my my my my
A few years had gone and come around
We were sitting at our favorite spot in town
And you looked at me, got down on one knee
Took me back to the time we walked down the aisle
Our whole town came and our mamas cried
You said I do and I did too
Took me home were we met so many years before
We'll rock our babies on that very front porch
After all this time, you and I
I'll be eighty-seven; you'll be eighty-nine
I'll still look at you like the stars that shine
In the sky, oh my my my...
Highlighted parts are like... the parts I really, really liked. Reminds me of someone. =) (A/N: the part highlighted, in bold and in italics is a part I liked coz its just SO cute!! =3)
This is a story of a little girl, you may have heard of. Her name, was Kelsey Shelton Smith-Briggs.
Kelsey came into this world on the 28th of December 2002 in Oaklahoma, USA. She was born to Lance Briggs and Raye Dawn Smith AFTER they were divorced. Kelsey lived with her mother, but she loved spending time with her Daddy.
Early 2005, Raye Dawn Smith began dating a man by the name of Michael Lee Porter. In mid-January 2005, Kelsey suffered a broken collarbone and bruises while in the care of her mother. In January 24th, she was moved to her paternal grandmother, Kathie Briggs.
April 2005, Kelsey was still in Kathie's care but visited her mom regularly. On the 18th of April, Raye Dawn, married Michael Lee Porter.
Around the end of April 2005, Kelsey broke both her legs.
On the 3rd of March, Kelsey was placed in the state Department of Human Services custody. The next day, Kelsey was moved to her maternal grandmother, Gayla Smith.
On June 15th, 2005, Judge Craig Key returned Kelsey to her mother, after stating that Kelsey's abuser was unknown.
On August 27th, 2005, Kathie Briggs saw her grandaughter, Kelsey, alive, one final time.
"The last time I saw her, just the way she looked, the way she acted, she looked like she was dying. She was not the same child." -Kathie Briggs.
On October 11th, 2005, Michael Lee Porter kicked, or hit, Kelsey so hard in the stomach,
it killed her.
Her death was ruled as a homicide, due to blunt force trauma to the abdomen.
Kelsey passed just days before her daddy came home from the war. So instead of a happy homecoming, Lance Briggs had to bury his little girl.
But Kelsey's life was not in vain. She had a purpose. Kelsey Shelton Briggs was put here to make a difference.
In March 2006, the Oklahoma State legislature passed the Kelsey Smith-Briggs Child Protection Act.
Michael Porter was charged with murder and sexual abuse. He was sentenced to 30 years of prison without the possibility of parole for 25.5 years. He had previously been sentenced to 25 years for murder, which he declined, stating that he did not kill the child directly. He filed for divorce from Raye Dawn Smith a month after Kelsey's death and later testified that Raye Dawn was the person who killed Kelsey Briggs. The presecuter, however, believed that Porter was Kelsey's murderer.
Raye Dawn Smith was charged with enabling child abuse and was sentenced to 27 years in prison.
A law was passed in her name, to make sure other children are protected.
This is a link to a tribute to Kelsey Briggs and her father, Lance Briggs. Two heroes. A father who lost his little girl, and a daughter, who never got to say goodbye.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSnF2-BEuEM&feature=related
"This was not the homecoming we had planned, no American flags waving, no cameras, no children. Just tears." - Kathie Briggs.
"He cried over and over how he just needed to give her the camel he had brought her from Iraq." - Shirica Howard.
He walks up to the casket afterwards and hugs it. He does not want to let it go." -Shirica Howard
"He just wants to hold her one more time. He wants to kiss her face, one more time." -Shirica Howard.
"He wants to tell her he loves her. But instead, he is left here with his broken heart and her memories." Shirica Howard
"He will have to continue to be strong, the way she was for so long." - same person.
Goodbye, little angel.
Me and Edmund
Just look at that grin! xD
Boo Khay in an APRON!!
Cut, Jack and Michelle. Dang this picture is old.
I love this shot. =)
Trying on some expensive dresses. $$
Okay that was all before the exams. These are after,
in Violet's room. Nice, ya? 
Retarded lala attempt.
This is a really cute dress. Wish I'd bought it. But I didn't have the money. ==
Eyeliner. ;)
New haircut. =)
Now... for the person I love.
i heart you. =3
forever. <33
signing off
~Angel~
Sorry I haven't updated in such a long time. I tried but I always lost the connection when I clicked Publish, ==
Anyways... I'm feeling pretty down and I don't feel like talking to anyone. Someone just left our world. Grandmother of a very close friend of mine. For privacy purposes I won't mention her name. (Note to that person: If you're not happy about me mentioning this, tell me, and I'll take this entry down.) Even though I didn't know her grandmother, but I still feel sad because I know her and I know her family. We've been through our ups and downs but when it all comes down, I really do love her. I know they're all really sad now and I hope that the Lord God will bring comfort to them.
She's so sweet. She actually cries. I've never cried when someone I know pass away. I dunno why. I didn't cry when my dad's mom passed. And I didn't cry when my mom's mom passed. I didn't cry when my mom's best friend passed either. I guess its because I never really knew them. My mom's friend was always nice to me, but he never really talked to me. My dad's mom passed when I was really young. I don't think I cried. I don't remember crying anyways. And my mom's mom barely said anything to me. Kinda wonder if that makes me like...kinda heartless? I feel bad for not crying, but I just... don't feel sad.
Even now, I'm not sad about her grandma dying, its more of the people she left behind. I mean, one of those people is my friend. I remember about the time I read about the NIU shooting. One of the victims really touched me. I still remember his name. Daniel Parmenter. He's been gone about 4 months now. I was so sad. I actually cried. He was 20! That is darn short okay? He had his entire life ahead of him. It was Valentine's Day. And I bet he and his GF had plans. And everything just, GONE. Doesn't that make you wanna cry?
Sigh... I don't get myself sometimes... At first it was just sympathy, then I got a bit emo, now I'm just sad. For the people her grandma left behind, and for the people Daniel left behind.
Worst part is, I don't know who to go to now. I don't know who I can talk to. God? Yeah, I've done that. But still... a person would be nice.
Anyways, just, bye.
~Angel~
Stress stress stress.. stupid exams. KH tomorrow and I dunno what we're supposed to study!! I know f1, f2 and f3 stuff are comin out but... all arh?? >.< die~ die~ die~ die~
Four days of hell to live through before our heavenly two week holidays! =D Hopefully I won't spend much of it at home. I wanna be around my friends and of course my darling Keith (*blush*) But I have got a few plans for hols. Church camp, clebration outing with friends, dates with Keith. =3 Can't wait mann. The second the teacher takes away my final exam paper I'll be like. "Its over. Praise the Lord." Then my friends and I will probably sing a few lines... "What time is it? Summer time! Its our vacation~" Hahahahahahahahaha... like we did after Finals last year. Very fitting song, no? XD
Chruch camp~ Church camp~ =) I'm pretty excited. But no guys for me. hahahaha... Anyways, it not like it matters. I'm going for the experience, not for the possible cute guys. I have the one guy I'd ever want anyways. ^^ BTW, anyone know where I can get a nice, big, watergun? LOL. Water War at camp. B'sides, it going to charity the minute I get back. =) Maybe I could give it away on Charity Day?
As for our outing... ermm... I'm not sure about it. Usually I'm the one planning but nowadays, I'm kinda the one being let out of everything so JoeYee and Mel's the ones planning. Which is...typical. Not like I'm surprised. Yeah, I'm not happy about my friends. So what? Not like they care or anything right? >.< Blehh.. okay, I'm getting a bit pissed so I better not go on about it.
*deep breath*
I don't feel any better so... yeah. I won't go on for much longer.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Vr6ajtA5Otg
The video up there is Hayley Westenra performing "Pie Jesu", which has become one of my fave soprano songs. =) Its had to believe she's only 15 here. o.O Her talent is seriously impressive. Its so high... so beautiful. ^^ This is higher than the Charlotte Church version, which is also quite good. But Hayley, even at the young age, is better is the way that her voice is much clearer,,and pure.=)
Signing Off~
~Angel~
Yeah, well, my hopes of going to the States for High School are crushed completely. Sure, I'm disappointed. But life goes on, right? I mean, yeah, what if I have to take PMR and SPM now? Doesn't matter. What if school's hell on earth for me? No one cares. What if I have to stay here when my ballet exam results come out? Everyone dies at some point anyways.
But at the same time, I'm happy I don't have to leave. I was feeling a little half hearted after all. Leaving home and all. Best of all, now I get to go to prom with Keith, and spend Christmas with him, and be here when he turns officially 17. =) Man, I wish I could have seen his face when I told him I wasn't leaving. Hahaha... I can imagine him walking to tuition wth a big fat smile on his face. XD
On to the interesting topic of school. Exams~ Blehh. I hate it. And it just started. I think I flunked my BM. Does ANYONE know how to do Bahagian D of the BM 2 paper??? My goshh... I barely remember the names of the chrarcters of Pahlawan Pasir Salak and they asked about latar masyarakat. RETARDED. I only read like, ONE latar masyarakat of Panas Salju. And it was the wartawan thing. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO USE THAT??? I only did one perbezaan though we were supposed to do two. I couldn't think of anything else!!
AND I left my geo project stuff in school~ I have to pass it up tomorrow. == AND we're having art and moral exam and the books are in my locker... *tear* Damm stupid weii... How to study now? *sigh*
Oral test. Hmm~ not really a problem for me... I didn't take it yet though. Hopefully Indra won't ask me something completely boring like what she asked Mel, " How did you spend your weekend?" >.< B-O-R-I-N-G. Hahahaha.... but she used broken english. "Go shopping with family la~" XD
Yeah, so I'll end our five minutes of hell here.
Signing off!
~Angel~
Tagged by Keith. =)
1. What is the most important thing in your life?
God. My Faith.
2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
Mother's Day presents.
3. Where do you wish to get married?
Where...? Hmmm... not sure. But its gotta be B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. No doubt.
4. How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
hahaha.... fourteen and two months.
5.Are you in love?
Head over heels.
6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
errrr...... don't remember.
7. Name the latest book you bought?
Always and Forever - Two Novels: Too Young To Die and Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forever by Lurlene McDaniel.
8. What is your full name?
Ingrid Ng Zi Hui
9. Do you prefer mother or father?
Mother.
10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
Oprah Winfrey. =)
11. Christina or Britney?
Neither.
12. Do you do your own laundry?
Hahahaha.... no.
13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Europe.
14. Hugs or kisses?
Depends on the person givin it to me. But it general, hugs. =)
15. Point out 4 things about the person who tagged you.
He was born on Boxing Day. (hahaha... get it? BOXING day. LOL)
He's the best dude you'll ever meet... if you're nice to him. XD
He's married to me. Therefore NOT available to anyone else.
Best of all, he loves me. =3
8 things I'm passionate about
God,
Keith
Music
Books
Family
Friends... who actually care about me.
Dreams.
Love.
8 things I say too often
Huh?
Say Again?
What?
Ohh....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Errrr,,,,
Damn
Farking
8 books I've read recently
Too Young to Die - Lurlene McDaniel
Goodbye Doesn't Mean Forever - Lurlene McDaniel
Marshmallows for Breakfast - Dorothy Koomson
The Holy Bible - God?
My Diary - Me.
Pillars Of The Earth - Ken Follet
Letting Go of Lisa - Lurlene McDaniel
Pink Angels Trilogy : Raina's Story - Lurlene McDaniel
8 songs I could listen to over and over again
Awake - Secondhand Seranade
Your Call - Secondhand Seranade
Your Guardian Angel - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Get Ready, Get Set, Don't Go - Billy Ray Cyrus ft Miley Cyrus
A World To Believe In - Yuna Ito and Celine Dion
Exalt - Altered Frequency
Rescue - Don Meon
My Wish - Rascal Flatts
8 things I learnt last year
Love hurts worse than you ever thought.
Expect the Unexpected
If you don't believe in yourself, no one will.
New friends can take away your old friends.
The take out system in the States is WEIRD.
There is no real shopping complex in Fresno.
I get depressed when a friend falls for me.
Everything always turns out in the end.
8 people you tag
Ermmm... if I say everyone, is it enough? XD
Okay. My Entry.
I won't be going to school tomorrow. Which will be my third consecutive non-schooling school day. == It kinda sucks coz that more work being piled up.
And why am I not going to school today? I have to go back to the US embassy because mom and I were missing our visa APPLICATION forms. Howw stupid is that? >.< When I got up this morning, the headache I had from last night had gotten worse. And I was carsick the entire ride to the embassy. When I got down from the car, I felt like puking. Dad bought me some pills and I felt slightly better afterwards but then, panadol makes you drowsy and I was already sleepy enough. I kept nodding off in the waiting room. And you know how it feels like when you have to struggle to stay awake? The air con was so nice and cold, I was cosy in a long sleeved shirt... argh... the torture...... >.+
Aghh... that stupid woman at the embassy... felt like slapping her. She acted so ****ing bitchy. UGH.
Yesterday was mother's day. Didn't really do much. I bought Mom a bag. Even though I'm really pissed off at her right now... *sigh* But not like I can explode in her face or anything. Got Keith's mom something too. A necklace, He said she liked it and I say she'd better. XD I spent a long time picking out something for her. Spent an even longer time deco-ing the card, gift bag and the insides of the box. Presentation matters, after all.
Pasted coloured paper onto the gift bag. Deco, deco, deco. Pulled out the small card I bought and wrote a message inside. But it looked horrid so I pasted a colored paper over it and wrote in again. Properly. Eventhough I did leave some pencil marks. Sorry!! They just wouldn't come off. Then, deco-ed that. Took out the box and I didn't like the way the necklace just rolled around in the empty box so I went up to my room and took out the stuff my friends used to give my presents to me last year. Found Suzie's box and took out the velvety thingie inside(it was made to hold necklaces, so it was perfect.) Unfortunately, it was kinda... too small for the box so I put it in diagonally, and it fit, thank the Lord. But the sides were so empty. I used Alfred's little pink cotton balls to fill those spaces in and voila.
Gotta say it looked pretty good.
I bought Mom's pressie a little later. On Saturday night. HAHAHA. I wanted to buy her a red rose and put it in her bag, but no luck. The Florist was closed. Blehh... so I made her card extra special and stuffed her bag with newspaper. Hah. The card turned out pretty good tho. It was a handicrafted card. PINK. hahaha.... and after writing a short message on its traditional space.... I cut out some coloured paper and folded it is three. Pasted one third onto the space opposite the message in the card and wrote I Love You on the insides and Happy Mother's Day on the bottom. (Pics will be posted soon) It looked nice. =)
But I'm STILL annoyed at her. =P
Anyw, signing off
~Angel~
